What you do for others matters vice versa.

  I have experienced many hurdles and problems in my life. Maybe I cannot tell everything but can sum it up. You cannot be treated the same always in every stage of your life, generally speaking of most common lively hood. I think you should not be too open to your relatives or society as you age.  There isn't a specific reason but just I feel. As you grow up everyone has work, responsibilities and their deadline. Many people have their work along with them so they can help you/ are sometimes incapable. You can't always blame them. I understand this nobody will there be always for you. You are born alone, have to walk path alone these people are those with whom you start the journey and end. Therefore, I say everything is variable only change is constant. I have to do my work, but I don't know I am surrounded with my own problems. That's the reason I don't want to stay at one place. I feel exhausted not of the body but the people.  I don't even know how it will end. I have my work; I don't have to hear bull shit. I have too much work. I never want to come back. The only thing true in this world id DEATH. even gods were not able to defy the laws of life who are we humans. Believe it, what you did and what you are going to do is completely fine, just walk down the path that's more than enough. relationship and problems will certainly occur. believe it everything will be fine. Just don't overthink.  //bs bacha lena Bhagwan. Is kalyug me lagta hai ki bs maut se pyar hai. uske alawa har chiz toh sirf moh maya hai.//